Below are the most recent 2 friends' journal entries.

Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
deadguttergirl	7:48a	seedless yet fruitful. I want to go back to a time in my life: before his eyes were melded to my spine. To be free of his bewitching smile: the one that captivated my heart. He stole all i was inside: my love for him so strong yet futile. I was a girl lost in sadness: so close to the bottom nothing could touch her. Then i seen his face: i fell for his presence immediately. Now im forever indebted to his hostility: i wont be coming back from this. Sometimes i want so badly to recover: though i know i was meant for this. He is all my heart knows: he is my souls love i can not control. This was out of my hands: i did not have this planned. You bring yourself many pleasures in life: i found my biggest enjoyment to bring me much sorrow also. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 13th, 2009
deadguttergirl	12:49p	untitled to wish you were the air i breathe to hope you could be all i need sometimes i find myself seething with you in mind is there something wrong with that? is our love so firm that i found comfort yet still you anger me and content me i want you forever and always though i think your my real love there is no false pretenses i know what im getting with you were both jealous and disturbed slightly in denial of our faults easy to piss off,hard to calm down grudges like walls so hard to get over i want you regardless forever and always you bring me happiness and joy though you annoy me to no end i want to share the air i breathe with you to say i dont need you would be a lie. (Comment on this)