Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in fantasiasreal's LiveJournal:

Sunday, October 15th, 2006
4:36 am	hey you man i miss you,especially the moments i take the time to realize just how real this is,and then i miss you sooooooo much,and still i feel like god put a magic spell on me,because i know before you died,if i woulda imagined this happening,i would have lost it,and died or did something,i dont know,but i guess its good,i am living for you,your always going to be my inspiration... beatles and bugs pants.your the best friend i have ever had/have... love you... lora (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
5:18 am	beatles and all the bugs. hey katie,god dealing with your death,honestly is hard,its like some days im okay and i dont feel a thing,and other days im like katies gone?and i freak out,ill go for walks and just cry to the sky.. i miss you a lot. your so brilliant,you haunt my dreams,and you always leave when i realize im dreaming, i wish you would come to me and talk to me for real i need it so badly.. this is hard..i dont know... but i just wanted to tell you i love you so dearly katie,i always will forevermore!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 10th, 2006
12:50 am	hey pants... you the only friend i have who cares, i love you so dearly.i cant wait till i see you when i die,i promise you if i could give you my life now id give it to you.. i know i dont deserve it...god i hate myself more and more and more... but im drunk now,and im pretending your not gone....so i can live a night with out self destruction... i love you katie...beatles and buts forever....... (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 7th, 2006
5:09 am	Hey Miss Katie,i miss you a lot. Alot of songs remind me of you.... listening to silverchair and evanescence kill me.almost literally,i sometimes cry instantly,i did with the song below..it hurts.especially certain lines...ill put " " things around the parts... i love you katie,so many people did,i found out mr.shiniver... just found out,and he was very saddened by it...god i long for days when im dead..with you... beatles and all my bugs... ~Like You~ [by evanescence] Stay low. Soft, dark, and dreamless, Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness. "I hate me, For breathing without you." I don't want to feel anymore for you. Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you. Nothing real love can't undo, "And though I May have lost my way, All paths lead straight to you." """""""""""""""""""""""I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you.""""""""""""""""""""""" ""Halo, Blinding wall between us. Melt away and leave us alone again. Humming, haunted somewhere out there. I believe our love can see us through in death."" """"""""""""""""""I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you."""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" """""""""""""""""""There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you, I'm coming for you.""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" """You're not alone, No matter what they told you, you're not alone. I'll be right beside you forevermore."""""" """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you did.""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you. And as we lay in silent bliss, I know you remember me. ( more songs that remind me of you girl ) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 25th, 2006
2:29 am	the begining of a journal for katie this is laura,one of katies best friends,this is her journal,she was making,but well me being her best friend and all i decided well she was about to make this journal sometime. and well she did not get the chance,so i dug into her mind..and thought of what her password could be,and look i found it..i love katie,with all my heart.and i write her so much i decided this can be a journal i make for her... and fantasia is real,katie is there now...with god...may she rest in peace,i will be updating this,as an ode to her... if you would like....to be a participant of the pants journal for her,let me know and i will let you know the password,and you can also be a part of it,and if your her friend or whatever you can with out a doubt be a part of it,no matter if you like me or not. this is a place to love and cherish and remember katie,a healthy way to miss her. beatles and bugs pantsydust.. (Comment on this)